Tuesday, September 9, 2008

detoxing

Old people always have advices for us.. While hoping for our respect in turn of those advices.. Its often true.

Like my aunt, she always told me to relax.. Probably everytime I with her, im pretty tense! (LOL) she used to babysit me when still very young.. (VERY.. ) and since i have no respect to diciplin.. she nudge me the most.. Honestly, nudge for me, is much worse than getting beaten.

But many sometimes I'll get so tense, mostly for unknown or stupid reason, like a report due date coming closer.. emm.. Reli not gud to be tense.. It screwed with ur head, its screwed with ur body.. That probably nt only the simple "Fight or Flight" hormone, coz I..ar.. like to dose up in caffiene.. Frankly, I been drinking two cup of coffee everyday for one week ady, sometimes, with tea in between.. (Pls dun scold me.. Im reli nid to stay awake!)
Bad.. reli bad.. I start notice increasing number of hair on the floor, I cnt concentrate in class.. I cnt remember stuff (or I juz mess it up so badly.), cnt sleep at night and cnt wake up in the morning ( I read an email.. It said this cn kill a healthy person!! OMG!)
still.. The WOrst is..palpitation.. and detox..

detox.. here means no more caffiene lo..
sleepiness.. and gloomy mood..
n reli reli easy to get angry!!

Hope it will get better la.. emm.. I miss home..

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