Friday, March 24, 2017

CSI and Relationship

CSI, the original series, are one of my all time favourite series.
The relationship between Grissom and Sara are the relationship I long for.

However, I know, I knew, I can't be Sara. Not having her wits, her humour, especially not her independence, where she just left, to be with herself.

I know it's fictional. Character, made up. To serve purposes like entertainment on televisions.

But I guess, when I do realised how much the series influenced me, its a little late.

I like... for starter, older man....

Yes I like men in their late 40s and early 50s. It's really suck...

I also seems to like men who are mostly in their own world. Smart... extremely smart... and extremely devouted to their work.

I am not sure I will ever be as lucky

I wish to be happy.

First I need to kill off the little skepism and suspicious nature in me. But I highly  suspect it is possible.

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